Saturday, March 03, 2007

Five hours.

That's how much time I spent commuting back and forth to work throughout the snowstorm.

I still get pretty annoyed just thinking about it.

Since I wrote about what happened in Facebook, it's probably a good idea not to write aobut it here.

On another note...I did curl my hair today in an attempt to try and do something different with it. (It looks horrible, by the way. Mostly because I have that really straight Asian hair.)

Lately, I feel like I've been spending a little too much time thinking about a certain someone and I feel like I'm back in grade school, even though this has mostly been a slow burn where the more you get to know someone, the more you start thinking how great and wonderful they are.

And then...well, that's all you can really think about.

I don't know...the difference now is that...I actually feel hesitant to talk about things because...well, even though that's all I really ever want to talk about or think about, I do kind of realize that if things don't work out, I don't want to have to go around pretending I'm okay. Yeah, it's not the end of the world, but why does it feel like it is?

Maybe I shouldn't be thinking so negative.

Maybe that's my problem all along...I always expect things to fall apart and maybe that's why they do.

It's weird when you meet someone and you can just sense that this could be something...and that, if you didn't risk putting yourself out there, you'd regret it for the rest of your life.

It's been seven months since I first met him. And now, a part of me is thinking, "Isn't it time to stop worrying about all the what ifs? Just go for it."

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