So, the thing is, there was this article in the Toronto Star's business section today about the 50 best companies to work for.
Needless to say, the company I'm at now wasn't on that list.
Such is my life.
Not that it's a crap company to work for or anything, but it's not on that "best" list.
But one of the places listed is a place where someone I know works.
I don't know if I'd really call her a friend or not. This is how my life works: lots of people consider me their friend. In a lot of cases, they think I'm their best friend. But I just consider them people I hang out with on occassion and who use me as a pseudo-psychiatrist.
I think the pseudo-psychiatrist part is what makes me so attractive as a friend. Someone who'll just sit and listen and listen as if everything you've got to say is really fucking interesting.
Sometimes, it is.
But anyway, I guess I was a little pissed off with the universe 'cause I started in on the whole: How come a miserable excuse for a human being manages to find someone to love her AND get a great job at a company that's listed as one of the 50 best places to work? What the fuck?
Okay. Okay.
I get that life is unfair.
I get it.
I learned that at a very early age.
I don't like it, but I know that this is the way of life and really, there's no use in complaining about it. I mean, what's the point? Complaining isn't exactly going to get you what you want out of life. Nobody's gonna go, "Oh, well, since you're complaining so much about this, I'm going to give you a little something to make you shut up for awhile."
That's just never going to happen.
So, I'm sitting here, this afternoon, trying to play pseudo-psychiatrist on myself, trying to figure out what to do next.
I mean, yes, I fully realize just how whiney I seem in these posts. Trust me. I get it. Sometimes I nauseate myself.
*sigh*
It's like...I'm gonna be 28 in the next couple of weeks. Shouldn't I know what I want to do with my life by now?
Not only that, but...I mean, I don't want to be like The Best Friend, who seems to think you have to wait for things to happen to you. I think that if you wait, you could be waiting forever.
*sigh*
Life blows.
It totally sucks shit.
Needless to say, the company I'm at now wasn't on that list.
Such is my life.
Not that it's a crap company to work for or anything, but it's not on that "best" list.
But one of the places listed is a place where someone I know works.
I don't know if I'd really call her a friend or not. This is how my life works: lots of people consider me their friend. In a lot of cases, they think I'm their best friend. But I just consider them people I hang out with on occassion and who use me as a pseudo-psychiatrist.
I think the pseudo-psychiatrist part is what makes me so attractive as a friend. Someone who'll just sit and listen and listen as if everything you've got to say is really fucking interesting.
Sometimes, it is.
But anyway, I guess I was a little pissed off with the universe 'cause I started in on the whole: How come a miserable excuse for a human being manages to find someone to love her AND get a great job at a company that's listed as one of the 50 best places to work? What the fuck?
Okay. Okay.
I get that life is unfair.
I get it.
I learned that at a very early age.
I don't like it, but I know that this is the way of life and really, there's no use in complaining about it. I mean, what's the point? Complaining isn't exactly going to get you what you want out of life. Nobody's gonna go, "Oh, well, since you're complaining so much about this, I'm going to give you a little something to make you shut up for awhile."
That's just never going to happen.
So, I'm sitting here, this afternoon, trying to play pseudo-psychiatrist on myself, trying to figure out what to do next.
I mean, yes, I fully realize just how whiney I seem in these posts. Trust me. I get it. Sometimes I nauseate myself.
*sigh*
It's like...I'm gonna be 28 in the next couple of weeks. Shouldn't I know what I want to do with my life by now?
Not only that, but...I mean, I don't want to be like The Best Friend, who seems to think you have to wait for things to happen to you. I think that if you wait, you could be waiting forever.
*sigh*
Life blows.
It totally sucks shit.
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