I think I have an entirely unhealthy obsession for So You Think You Can Dance.

See, the thing is, I used to think this was indicative of having no life, but now? Well, I kinda don't give a flying fuck. As a friend said on Friday night, "I really resent the fact that they don't have any good TV on for Friday and Saturday nights --- there are a whole lot of us out there at home, you know."

I like going to Rickey.org --- the guy's almost as obsessed as I am about everything to do with Dance and he usually has vids of the show the next day.

I know Lacey and Kameron are good...but I kinda don't like Lacey. I'm more taken with Sara and Jesus.

Danny and Anya are another obvious favourite. Danny's so hot...but you can tell he can be a catty little beeyotch.

I love it!

I kinda thought it was embarrassing the way Debbie Allen said that Cedric could go train at her dance academy and Nigel put her on the spot, insisting, "For free? For free??"

Like, what the hell's she supposed to say?

Maybe that was his intent.

I'm still pissed that they got rid of Jimmy, who didn't deserve to go.

Ricky didn't deserve to go, either. They should have gotten rid of Cedric the first week. End of story.

I think J finds my overwhelming passion for the dumbest things to be kind of amusing and I can tell from the way he looks at me sometimes that he thinks I'm sort of nuts. But lately, I've felt like, "Take me the way I am, or go fuck yourself."

Looked in the mirror today at work and was kind of disgusted with how skinny I looked. I mean, I look like a stick figure.

I haven't really been eating a whole lot of junk and have been exercising pretty much every day for the last year...mostly out of boredom. I've always been thin, but this was the first time I sort of looked at myself and was bothered by it.

My sister, the nurse, actually works in the mental health department dealing with anorexic kids and she says she's going to bring home the diet that her kids are on so that I can start following it.

It's just weird, 'cause even eating ice cream has sort of lost its charm. (I know. I'm sick.) I'd rather eat fruit.

Like, fresh fruit...not the canned variety, which I used to joke was my favourite kind of fruit in the whole wide world.

Anyways...other miscellaneous things...

I'm thinking of heading to New York in August with some friends. I can't wait!